July 10, 2008 - Thursday
dear lord in heaven
Current mood: cantankerous
Category: Life
right, so i quit my job. i had lost my nissan & had had problems finding a steady sitter for jaden. daycare centers & baby sitters in the area, that do school drop off or pick up, do not have night hours, so i have been dependant on my friends, as i have no family with-in 1 & 1/2 hours drive. big ups to kelly, avery, mike and melissa for help on this front. my health has been failing in some other factors i don't feel like going into. so i choose to stay home with jaden. my bills should be ok with jay's pay. i only worked to pay on the car & to have gas, pay insurence & maintance on said car. where i live, you need a car or you are f'd. who can afford taxi's & the bus doesn't really come by me for what i need. things will be a little tight until we adjust, but it won't be uncomfortable. this will be good for jaden, as it has given me time to work on his reading with me. i am seriously considering meds for his adhd, i have to check with his therapist when he is back to school. i can not get him to focus & i am the person he listens to best. i hate pills, but i think if i had then when i was a kid, i may have actually ytried in school. that & if i was actually punished for the shit i did. each time was more grandious, cos i was not stopped.
anyhoo. i am mostly going nuts cos i am used to having my own money & just leaving when i want, but since jay drives my other car for work, i am stuck home from about 1:30-to 12p. he works in the next county, so driving him to work for the car would really suck, esp picking him up. no-one calls or stops in. when i call people, they have no min. i am so lonely & emo!!!! at least i am trying to catch up the housework...i want to move to dover area & next year i want to go back to school. i am trying for spring or the next year, so my w2s will reflect less income for a better student loan. so wish me luck.
Currently reading:
Disco Bloodbath: A Fabulous But True Tale of Murder in Clubland
By James St. James
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