August 14, 2008 - Thursday
mmm sacrilicious
Current mood: bouncy
Category: Food and Restaurants
there is an m&m banner on myspace for the m&m website where you can personalize m&m with your own messages & photos. I want jesus ones!!! they can say "eat of this, this is my body", "eat me!", "it's jesustastic!", "jesus m&ms & lsd; you'll walk on water" and other tasteless (but candy coated) phrases. mmm i can taste the blasphemy now!
Currently reading:
Final Exits: The Illustrated Encyclopedia of How We Die
By Michael Largo
Release date: 2006-10-03
Thursday, September 16, 2010
August 13, 2008 - Wednesday goddamned hewlet fudgepackers
August 13, 2008 - Wednesday
goddamned hewlet fudgepackers
Current mood: bummed
Category: Art and Photography
So i tried scanning pix with my scanner & the jadentube album is all i got cos my scanner won't work now. I went to the library to use their scanners & i can scan, but not upload or save them. GAY GAY GAY!!! so until i can get to someone's place, who has a scanner & will deal with my butt whilst i scan them, no new pix. sorry to those of whom i promised new ones. i am so peed off that my shit is rapidly breaking down around me.
Currently reading:
How We Die: Reflections on Life's Final Chapter
By Sherwin B. Nuland
Release date: 1995-01-15
goddamned hewlet fudgepackers
Current mood: bummed
Category: Art and Photography
So i tried scanning pix with my scanner & the jadentube album is all i got cos my scanner won't work now. I went to the library to use their scanners & i can scan, but not upload or save them. GAY GAY GAY!!! so until i can get to someone's place, who has a scanner & will deal with my butt whilst i scan them, no new pix. sorry to those of whom i promised new ones. i am so peed off that my shit is rapidly breaking down around me.
Currently reading:
How We Die: Reflections on Life's Final Chapter
By Sherwin B. Nuland
Release date: 1995-01-15
August 7, 2008 - Thursday fucking cat!!!
August 7, 2008 - Thursday
fucking cat!!!
Current mood: bitchy
Category: Pets and Animals
my new cat, toki, won't stop shitting in the house! he is an indoor/outdoor cat & is on the fast track to becoming an outdoor only cat. he uses the box in the day or outdoors, but at night he chooses to go on the floor, in my son's closet, if he leaves his bedroom door open, or in front of my hall closet if jaden remembered to close his door. I am going to try putting a box in front of the closet & see if that works. knowing this little shit, (pun intended) he will find a new space. grr grr grr
Currently watching:
Heroes - Season One
Release date: 2007-08-28
fucking cat!!!
Current mood: bitchy
Category: Pets and Animals
my new cat, toki, won't stop shitting in the house! he is an indoor/outdoor cat & is on the fast track to becoming an outdoor only cat. he uses the box in the day or outdoors, but at night he chooses to go on the floor, in my son's closet, if he leaves his bedroom door open, or in front of my hall closet if jaden remembered to close his door. I am going to try putting a box in front of the closet & see if that works. knowing this little shit, (pun intended) he will find a new space. grr grr grr
Currently watching:
Heroes - Season One
Release date: 2007-08-28
August 3, 2008 - Sunday watchmen movie
August 3, 2008 - Sunday
watchmen movie
Current mood: bouncy
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
I am on an Ozymandias kick right now. If you did not notice the quote on my profile, it is from a sonnet by Percy Bysshe Shelley.
I am freaking out about The Watchmen movie. I was too small to catch this series when it originally was released, but I caught the trade paperback when I was about 15 & have been rereading it since. The main villain, of the same name, goes through an ozymandian arch, which I find bloody amusing. Nothing is more hilarious to me, than to watch someone hang themselves with their own hubris. Unfortunately, I tend to fall into this category myself.
Since Alan Moore does not like adaptations of his work and has turned down action figures & other likeness rights for merchandise, I never thought I would see this. Terry Gilliam (of Monty Python, director of 12 Monkeys, Brazil & Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, if you weren't sure about this other obsession of mine) was set to direct it in the late 80's I want to say & neither hairy old curmudgeon could stand each other. Gilliam deemed the project unfilmable. I only hope I haven't gotten myself so excited, that I set myself up for disappointment.
Currently reading:
The Ultimate Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
By Douglas Adams
Release date: 2002-04-30
watchmen movie
Current mood: bouncy
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
I am on an Ozymandias kick right now. If you did not notice the quote on my profile, it is from a sonnet by Percy Bysshe Shelley.
I am freaking out about The Watchmen movie. I was too small to catch this series when it originally was released, but I caught the trade paperback when I was about 15 & have been rereading it since. The main villain, of the same name, goes through an ozymandian arch, which I find bloody amusing. Nothing is more hilarious to me, than to watch someone hang themselves with their own hubris. Unfortunately, I tend to fall into this category myself.
Since Alan Moore does not like adaptations of his work and has turned down action figures & other likeness rights for merchandise, I never thought I would see this. Terry Gilliam (of Monty Python, director of 12 Monkeys, Brazil & Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, if you weren't sure about this other obsession of mine) was set to direct it in the late 80's I want to say & neither hairy old curmudgeon could stand each other. Gilliam deemed the project unfilmable. I only hope I haven't gotten myself so excited, that I set myself up for disappointment.
Currently reading:
The Ultimate Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
By Douglas Adams
Release date: 2002-04-30
July 28, 2008 - Monday crazy cat lady
crazy cat lady
Current mood: amused
So I went to a kid's birthday party on Saturday with Jaden. They had kittens, STILL, so I talked jay into letting me take my favorite home. I had been bugging him for months. He is a 6 mo old orange tabby. He is large boned and skinny. Keegan hates him and skitters around the house growling. When he actually comes in contact with the kitten, he won't stop hissing. Mostly he stays in his windows like the fat tub of lard butter sandwich cat he is. If he weren't afraid of the kitten I would be worried. All this fuss is just him saying he disapproves, but I know he is scared or else he would have struck, instead of running away. His name was Kaz, but we had renamed him Toki, cos the way they are fighting reminds me of the guitarists from dethklok arguing. I just nicknamed him & the guys preferred that name, sorry Lis. The kitten has adjusted well & seems to like his new home & Keegan has been punked out so bad, that I only noticed the cat eat once this morning @ about 3. he is a fat kid & eats constantly, so I know he has been pwned by this kitten. Hilarious!
Currently listening:
Bloodletting
By Concrete Blonde
Release date: 1990-08-24
Current mood: amused
So I went to a kid's birthday party on Saturday with Jaden. They had kittens, STILL, so I talked jay into letting me take my favorite home. I had been bugging him for months. He is a 6 mo old orange tabby. He is large boned and skinny. Keegan hates him and skitters around the house growling. When he actually comes in contact with the kitten, he won't stop hissing. Mostly he stays in his windows like the fat tub of lard butter sandwich cat he is. If he weren't afraid of the kitten I would be worried. All this fuss is just him saying he disapproves, but I know he is scared or else he would have struck, instead of running away. His name was Kaz, but we had renamed him Toki, cos the way they are fighting reminds me of the guitarists from dethklok arguing. I just nicknamed him & the guys preferred that name, sorry Lis. The kitten has adjusted well & seems to like his new home & Keegan has been punked out so bad, that I only noticed the cat eat once this morning @ about 3. he is a fat kid & eats constantly, so I know he has been pwned by this kitten. Hilarious!
Currently listening:
Bloodletting
By Concrete Blonde
Release date: 1990-08-24
July 21, 2008 - Monday jay
July 21, 2008 - Monday
jay
Current mood: cantankerous
Category: Life
So, that of you who did not know, Jay was missing Saturday & came back Sunday. Friday night @ 11, he came barreling out of the bedroom & was violently puking for about 15 mins. After I checked on him I went outside & smoked 1/2 of one of Stu's camels to keep myself from hurling. I have smoked maybe 5 cigarettes since I quit 7 years ago & I hated this one. I used to smoke 2 1/2 packs of camel wide filters everyday & I could not deal with this thing. I went back in & made sure he was cool & went back to whatever I was doing, probably reading or Nintendo. I periodically went in to make sure he didn't Hendrix on me. He swore he didn't take anything; he was not drunk & doesn't do drugs. I purposely looked at his throw up & only saw food. We later found out it was only a GI virus, but I am getting ahead of myself. ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />
he got up for work at 7 am, since he was so ill, I asked him to call out & he refused stating he had to be at work. We live in Little Heaven; it is a sort-of town between magnolia & Frederica. The 1st half of our park is magnolia; we live in the Frederica section. Jay works in Seaford which is an hour away. He had to be there by 9 & was barely out the door at 8:20.
At 9:10 the calls started pouring in. Jay never showed for work. Each person there seemed to call every 10 to 20 mins. Since jay has never been able to maintain a cell phone, I had to call basically everyone local that is on my contact list. No luck. Cos of the nature of jay's ailments & the fact he was sick, I put out a police report for him. I had already called all the police stations & hospitals in Kent & Sussex counties. The state police were the only ones to take me seriously & they treated me like a paranoid housewife. I advised them to double check the hospitals, other police stations & the wal*marts. Jay often may stop at one as a base of operations, cos they are open 24/7, mostly & have a bathroom.
Since jay had my only car I could not physically look for him. His work had checked the roadside to see if he was disabled along the way. I had some friends check the parking lot of Kent general to see if he was there, cos they will tell you there is no listing if someone asked to not be on the call list. I even had friends check other friend's houses who didn't have phones, in case he was there.
Only 1 friend had seen him on Saturday. Jay had stopped by about 11a & said he needed to lie down. After about 1/2 hour he left. I think it was cos the friend questioned him being there & not at home or work.
The whole time I was up in arms looking for him, he was behind a wal*mart. Obviously the police did not look for him & they had my plates. They refused the picture I offered too. He was in bad shape. He lost whatever food he had in him from dinner. He did not take his metformin (sic?) for his diabetes & had not eaten since he took ill. He was in the car, in the heat wave & passing in and out.
A concerned customer rapped on the window & jay got it together enough to reach a nearby friend's house, which immediately put him on the phone to me. He came home very shortly after that. He was gone for roughly 40 hours & missed 2 days of work.
I had to take his to the emergency room at horrible old Kent general & he was treated for the GI & dehydration. We were at the freaking 'mergcy room for about 5 hours, but part of that time was cos he had to take an IV bag to hydrate him. Don't ask me what cos I forgot what it was. As much as I am relieved he is ok, I am worried about him keeping his job. I had quit mine. He also had my car, I have very little left in my savings & he had the only mailbox key, as his mom had lost it years ago, so I was scared what would be of Jaden & me as well.
Well anyway I am sorry this was long, but glad to get off my chest. Thanks for all who helped & listened to me!
Currently playing:
The Legend of Zelda: Collector's Edition
jay
Current mood: cantankerous
Category: Life
So, that of you who did not know, Jay was missing Saturday & came back Sunday. Friday night @ 11, he came barreling out of the bedroom & was violently puking for about 15 mins. After I checked on him I went outside & smoked 1/2 of one of Stu's camels to keep myself from hurling. I have smoked maybe 5 cigarettes since I quit 7 years ago & I hated this one. I used to smoke 2 1/2 packs of camel wide filters everyday & I could not deal with this thing. I went back in & made sure he was cool & went back to whatever I was doing, probably reading or Nintendo. I periodically went in to make sure he didn't Hendrix on me. He swore he didn't take anything; he was not drunk & doesn't do drugs. I purposely looked at his throw up & only saw food. We later found out it was only a GI virus, but I am getting ahead of myself. ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />
he got up for work at 7 am, since he was so ill, I asked him to call out & he refused stating he had to be at work. We live in Little Heaven; it is a sort-of town between magnolia & Frederica. The 1st half of our park is magnolia; we live in the Frederica section. Jay works in Seaford which is an hour away. He had to be there by 9 & was barely out the door at 8:20.
At 9:10 the calls started pouring in. Jay never showed for work. Each person there seemed to call every 10 to 20 mins. Since jay has never been able to maintain a cell phone, I had to call basically everyone local that is on my contact list. No luck. Cos of the nature of jay's ailments & the fact he was sick, I put out a police report for him. I had already called all the police stations & hospitals in Kent & Sussex counties. The state police were the only ones to take me seriously & they treated me like a paranoid housewife. I advised them to double check the hospitals, other police stations & the wal*marts. Jay often may stop at one as a base of operations, cos they are open 24/7, mostly & have a bathroom.
Since jay had my only car I could not physically look for him. His work had checked the roadside to see if he was disabled along the way. I had some friends check the parking lot of Kent general to see if he was there, cos they will tell you there is no listing if someone asked to not be on the call list. I even had friends check other friend's houses who didn't have phones, in case he was there.
Only 1 friend had seen him on Saturday. Jay had stopped by about 11a & said he needed to lie down. After about 1/2 hour he left. I think it was cos the friend questioned him being there & not at home or work.
The whole time I was up in arms looking for him, he was behind a wal*mart. Obviously the police did not look for him & they had my plates. They refused the picture I offered too. He was in bad shape. He lost whatever food he had in him from dinner. He did not take his metformin (sic?) for his diabetes & had not eaten since he took ill. He was in the car, in the heat wave & passing in and out.
A concerned customer rapped on the window & jay got it together enough to reach a nearby friend's house, which immediately put him on the phone to me. He came home very shortly after that. He was gone for roughly 40 hours & missed 2 days of work.
I had to take his to the emergency room at horrible old Kent general & he was treated for the GI & dehydration. We were at the freaking 'mergcy room for about 5 hours, but part of that time was cos he had to take an IV bag to hydrate him. Don't ask me what cos I forgot what it was. As much as I am relieved he is ok, I am worried about him keeping his job. I had quit mine. He also had my car, I have very little left in my savings & he had the only mailbox key, as his mom had lost it years ago, so I was scared what would be of Jaden & me as well.
Well anyway I am sorry this was long, but glad to get off my chest. Thanks for all who helped & listened to me!
Currently playing:
The Legend of Zelda: Collector's Edition
July 10, 2008 - Thursday dear lord in heaven
July 10, 2008 - Thursday
dear lord in heaven
Current mood: cantankerous
Category: Life
right, so i quit my job. i had lost my nissan & had had problems finding a steady sitter for jaden. daycare centers & baby sitters in the area, that do school drop off or pick up, do not have night hours, so i have been dependant on my friends, as i have no family with-in 1 & 1/2 hours drive. big ups to kelly, avery, mike and melissa for help on this front. my health has been failing in some other factors i don't feel like going into. so i choose to stay home with jaden. my bills should be ok with jay's pay. i only worked to pay on the car & to have gas, pay insurence & maintance on said car. where i live, you need a car or you are f'd. who can afford taxi's & the bus doesn't really come by me for what i need. things will be a little tight until we adjust, but it won't be uncomfortable. this will be good for jaden, as it has given me time to work on his reading with me. i am seriously considering meds for his adhd, i have to check with his therapist when he is back to school. i can not get him to focus & i am the person he listens to best. i hate pills, but i think if i had then when i was a kid, i may have actually ytried in school. that & if i was actually punished for the shit i did. each time was more grandious, cos i was not stopped.
anyhoo. i am mostly going nuts cos i am used to having my own money & just leaving when i want, but since jay drives my other car for work, i am stuck home from about 1:30-to 12p. he works in the next county, so driving him to work for the car would really suck, esp picking him up. no-one calls or stops in. when i call people, they have no min. i am so lonely & emo!!!! at least i am trying to catch up the housework...i want to move to dover area & next year i want to go back to school. i am trying for spring or the next year, so my w2s will reflect less income for a better student loan. so wish me luck.
Currently reading:
Disco Bloodbath: A Fabulous But True Tale of Murder in Clubland
By James St. James
dear lord in heaven
Current mood: cantankerous
Category: Life
right, so i quit my job. i had lost my nissan & had had problems finding a steady sitter for jaden. daycare centers & baby sitters in the area, that do school drop off or pick up, do not have night hours, so i have been dependant on my friends, as i have no family with-in 1 & 1/2 hours drive. big ups to kelly, avery, mike and melissa for help on this front. my health has been failing in some other factors i don't feel like going into. so i choose to stay home with jaden. my bills should be ok with jay's pay. i only worked to pay on the car & to have gas, pay insurence & maintance on said car. where i live, you need a car or you are f'd. who can afford taxi's & the bus doesn't really come by me for what i need. things will be a little tight until we adjust, but it won't be uncomfortable. this will be good for jaden, as it has given me time to work on his reading with me. i am seriously considering meds for his adhd, i have to check with his therapist when he is back to school. i can not get him to focus & i am the person he listens to best. i hate pills, but i think if i had then when i was a kid, i may have actually ytried in school. that & if i was actually punished for the shit i did. each time was more grandious, cos i was not stopped.
anyhoo. i am mostly going nuts cos i am used to having my own money & just leaving when i want, but since jay drives my other car for work, i am stuck home from about 1:30-to 12p. he works in the next county, so driving him to work for the car would really suck, esp picking him up. no-one calls or stops in. when i call people, they have no min. i am so lonely & emo!!!! at least i am trying to catch up the housework...i want to move to dover area & next year i want to go back to school. i am trying for spring or the next year, so my w2s will reflect less income for a better student loan. so wish me luck.
Currently reading:
Disco Bloodbath: A Fabulous But True Tale of Murder in Clubland
By James St. James
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