http://www.tumblr.com/blog/specialpets
I found this easier, sorry.
In case it does not link, here it is again, tumblr.
http://www.tumblr.com/blog/specialpets
I found this easier, sorry.
In case it does not link, here it is again, tumblr.
Can not sleep again. Much on my mind and let's face it, I never slept well. Never. All I would ever do is read when I was small.
Now I am older, it doesn't work as well. Sometimes I can get my brain to shut off or just simmer down to a dull roar so I can get a few hours.
Meh. Something is bound to give. Video and lyrics are below. More than appropriate for today.
"out here i can barely see my breath surrounded by jealousy and death i can't be reached, only had one call dragged underneath, separate from you all
this time i've lost my own return in spite of everything i've learned i hid my tracks, spit out all my air slipped into cracks, stripped of all my cares
i'm so tired sheep are counting me no more struggle, no more energy no more patient and you can write that down it's all too crazy and i'm not sticking round"
New Year's is the time for resolutions and shite, but I never had been resolute. Pretty much existentialist here. Eat, live and make merry, for tomorrow we die. Why self improve?
I have let my drawing and much of my creative process die. High school votech and art school has made me hate even sketching. This pisses me off completely. I dislike that I let others influence me and taken away the one joy I had in childhood. I let years of practice slip by me.
Not a resolution, but as a convienient start date, I decided I could use my blog, which I mainly ignored this year and do a daily comic or something. I will also write about it, forcing me to excercise both.
As I can photograph a piece of paper, if away from a scanner and I have a blogger app on my phone, there should be no excuse. Bare min. of four panels daily. Sounds easy, right? RIGHT? RIIIIGGGHHTTT!?!
Dear jebus...